This year

So this is my senior year of high school, I am realizing how quickly my time left in my home town is going. Will I have left God's mark here? That is what has been really on my mind. What difference have I made? Then I see my middle school girls I lead at my church. Their smiling faces. I can not begin to explain how much they mean to me. We have cried and laugh together. I think oh my mission trips  . . . Emily and Lilo, I pray for them everyday hoping this year I can see them again in Ensenada. Yet, I see the places where I have failed to spread God light where it is desperately needed from my school campus to friends. They have put up such thick brick walls against the Lord that all i can do is keeping taking down the bricks. So have I made a difference? I think for the most part I wont fully ever know but I have to trust that I was following God's plan and he will and has used me for his glory.


Oh update! Just started applying for my number 1 college!!! Please pray that I get in.