Middle School Leader Update!!

So if you guys don't already know I'm the leader for a bunch of 6th grade girls. I love it so much. They are so special sometimes I see these mature young ladies asking the tough questions. Then all of a sudden they are laughing and playing tag. This is a incredibly weird time of there life and they are so great. I feel like a kid myself and it is so fun to just let go and laugh for hours on end with them.

Ok so update!!!

We went over Cane and Abel. Yeah deep right? Our pastor does such a good job at making middle schoolers relate to the stories. We got into small group and started off productive and focusing on the talk. Then it just went crazy, all of a sudden we are talking about poop and laughing our heads off. You know the balance of serious and light is so important. 10% serious 90%fun. That is what I tell my girls, that way we get some stuff done. Honestly they were bonding together( being girls). I wouldn't want anything else. 

Why am I questioning?

I feel so confused right now about what I am going to do next year. I know I am going to be a missionary, I know that but I keep praying and asking God for clarity on whether to go to college next year or on a long term mission trip. I don't want to do what I think is right if it is not God's will. He is in control. I seem to be in the dark right now. I want to understand but I guess it is a time of waiting on God. Please pray that I have wisdom for my future.

This is over by my house. Stuff like this remember what God is capable of everyday.