Why am I questioning?

I feel so confused right now about what I am going to do next year. I know I am going to be a missionary, I know that but I keep praying and asking God for clarity on whether to go to college next year or on a long term mission trip. I don't want to do what I think is right if it is not God's will. He is in control. I seem to be in the dark right now. I want to understand but I guess it is a time of waiting on God. Please pray that I have wisdom for my future.

This is over by my house. Stuff like this remember what God is capable of everyday.